Interlude:

Does it get better?

No, it doesn't get better, no

Doesn't get

Doesn't get

Doesn't get better, no

I was singing to myself

Thinking to myself

Losing track of time

(?)

Does it get better?

No, it doesn't get better, no

Doesn't get

Doesn't get

Doesn't get better, no

I was singing to myself

Thinking to myself

Losing track of time

(?)

Verse:

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mentally fucked in my own way

Devil wanna' maintain another connection with me so I just cannot sustain

Stomaching another fucking lie like you pull me into the abyss and smother out my eyes

Playing naughts and crosses on my arms to tell if I'm alive

I don't really feel the pain

So I still question my life

So the Devil tells me it's just the God I have to blame

Gave me too much self-awareness so I think I am insane

Seeing double fucking vision of this knife to my neck, yeah

Question if I really want to do this but I know that I just won't

Cause I'm a fucking coward, yeah I admit it I couldn't defend my friends they let go in a fucking minute

Tell me have you ever seen a flame extinguish by self-loathing

Watch the light go out of their eyes as you know that they're not coping so we sit in this room as the water rise above our necks

Yeah, I can't catch my breathe

Yeah, I can't feel a fucking thing

Chorus:

So I detest about the way you fucking look at me

I feel your eyes burning so deep

And I confess, I couldn't stand the way you spoke to me

So I just cut you off and fucking left this hell

Where you welded shackles yeah, all around and now I'm sinking further down into myself

I'm building walls above around my head so I hope I don't let you fucking in

Verse:

Creep in the skin like an insect finding my solace I lay in the nest, yeah I soar like an albatross

I rest in the air, but I'm more like a phoenix

Come burn me and test if I care

When you're looking your best, they stare

So you better pose for a photo

I fuck with the voyeurs when they put up bread in my pocket

I'm only complaining the moment it stops but the eyes can weight heavy like lead vests

Be careful, please

Yeah, you stole my heart like a vandal

Oh, but you're there for me

I'm lost in myself and I lean on the lamp post

I'm embarrassing

I'm settling now with my fate, I take lemon and ice with the kerosene

Oh

Interlude:

Does it get better?

No, it doesn't get better, no

Doesn't get

Doesn't get

Doesn't get better, no

I was singing to myself

Thinking to myself

Losing track of time

(?)

Does it get better?

No, it doesn't get better, no

Doesn't get

Doesn't get

Doesn't get better, no

I was singing to myself

Thinking to myself

Losing track of time

Chorus:

So I detest about the way you fucking look at me

I feel your eyes burning so deep

And I confess, I couldn't stand the way you spoke to me

So I just cut you off and fucking left this hell

Where you welded shackles yeah, all around and now I'm sinking further down into myself

I'm building walls above around my head so I hope I don't let you fucking in