Released on September 30, 2021

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Yeah

Yeah

Yeah cus I feel

Like, you don’t really get it

Cus you hate me

But you don’t wanna admit it

Could I love me

But the reflections not a spitting image

Constant water

A downpour where you said I needed therapy

Do I sell my soul to a hospital

Where I know I won’t get better

Because this anger builds from a childhood

Where I just watched over my brother

I was only fvcking 13 when I stayed home from school

Just to look after my mother

Because depression lives in the worst places

In the worst places when everything just falls

Lay down

Lay down

Lay down

Fake smile

Fake crown

I'm missing every fucking inch of you

So baby hit my phone and come around

Maybe we could go and

Lay down

Lay down

Lay down

Fake smile

Fake crown

I paint my face with a grin

But really hate everything

I hate my skin

Baby can you come and

Can you fucking tell me that I'm good enough

Give me reassurance, yeah I need your love

Trauma from my past makes it hard to trust

I hate everything from my skin to bone

Rip the fucking petals on the pedal stool

You only ever call me when your high or alone

Oh boy am I always alone

I'd rather wait to give that bitch my throne

Instead of fucking every weekend

They don’t love me

They just want petals

Yeah I'm fucked I know

Lay down

Lay down

Lay down

Fake smile

Fake crown

I'm missing every fvcking inch of you

So baby hit my phone and come around

Maybe we could go and

Lay down

Lay down

Lay down

Fake smile

Fake crown

I paint my face with a grin

But really hate everything

I hate my skin

Baby can you come and