[Rivilin]

Watch the jaws of hell open up for me

Falling further down I see the shadows speak

Gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry

Of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

The bruise marks on my face get darker though

You don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low

Medicated on SSRIs just to cope

Try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

I guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care

Im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair

I guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me

Ill hang this noose when you say you want something i can't be

Take take from below the ghosts they’re after me

Crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see

Panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath

The red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

[Mefumetto]

And I got stuck on your lies

It's getting hard to breathe

And I know that I want you but your not what I need

And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak

Hold my hand when I fall to dust

And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go

I only feel like I'm being alone in the end

So let me just fall, let me just die

I lost so much so I don't even mind