Yeah, yeah break through the front door better call a medic

Yeah I feel like shit man its to be expected

Cus you know that im not comming, know that im not comming

Back from this back from this

Take a hit from my blunt and I fade into the couch

New phone who is this, till you say it’s been a week

Since I’ve been outside yeah I don’t give a fuck

Got my homies and the crew sipping tea in the call

Yeah I don’t give a fuck about anyone anymore

Yeah I stay inside building walls up in my mind

Cus we make lies, blame each other then herе comes the fall

Take a sip of my cup blanking out thеse awful thoughts

Wanna push the drugs on me push me on the floor

Until I end up cold in the freeze laying in the morgue

At least I’ll fucking go out with a style when im dying

Gucci fucking jacket on my back hit my head in with the gat

Im sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die

Hang high with the noose bathing in the light

I got my homies right here with me

But they don’t understand a fucking thing

I wanna get up but im half alive

Stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry

I wanna just say im ok

But sometimes this life is too hard

Yeah, running down the hallway gravity is giving

Now im slipping on the floor I see your face and yeah your grinning

Cus I hope these dreams fucking don’t mean shit

Cus every day it feels like they wanna make me quit

So we sneak out to the backwoods rolling up a fucking blunt

Laying on my back seeing clouds burst into the sun

Yeah im sick of fucking overstressing

I always got anxiety on my mind can I fucking feel alive

Wake up not real, feel like I am slipping here

Dissociation in my head, two steps back, and it’s not clear

If im controlling my body or not

I used to freak out on the daily about this shit and now im here

So I just fucking deal with it and let it flow

I guess it’s working out now don’t think about it and just go

Yeah so what’s the point of fearing something that you don’t control

Better let go, let go, let go of this