Back in this place again
Caught myself slouched again
Face to face with myself
Oh god I'm losing it
Time to adjust myself
Fix a loose screw or two
But this time it can't be fixed
But this time I can't say so
It's the same old, same old
Same old, same old
Same old, same old
Same old, same old
Same old, same old
Same old, same old
Same old, same old
Same old, same old
I've got no time for myself
I tried reaching up the shelf
I tried helping someone else
This isn't what I wanted
I taste the blood of my own
This isn't what I wanted
This isn't what I wanted
It's the same old, same old
Same old, same old
It's the same song I've been singing
It's the same old, same old
I'm so fucking depressed
And I'm done with everything
I haven't been going anywhere
And with expectations on my back
I just feel like there's just no point
I keep retrying again and again to be "perfect"
But it's just fucking useless
And it's fucking terrible
And it doesn't sound fucking good
My room's a mess
My mind's a mess
Our mind's been going so much slower
Than it was before
I haven't been talking to you
Hell I haven't been talking to people
That much, that I used to for months
I haven't considered suicide in years
Absolute years
And its nothing major or mental
But I just want to
I just want to
I want crack my head open on the train tracks
Just another change or more
Another step closer
But I've already been there before
I was closer to the answer
Closer to the answer
Closer to the answer
If you hear this one
I'm far from gone
So God help me
This isn't a fanfare
It's a fucking obituary
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
Give it all away
It's the same old, same old
I miss Ruby
She was the one for me