[Verse 1: Kalie Wolfe]
Tried to find hope in happiness
But at some point I lost my plans
Think I faded in this process
And the reaper is my only friend
[Pre-Chorus: Kalie Wolfe]
Trying to find my way home
Sitting pretty on my tombstone
Smile wide
Got close with the graveyard
Trying to find where to start
'Cause I'm casket-sized
[Chorus: Kalie Wolfe]
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me
[Verse 2: Kalie Wolfe]
Devil knows I don't keep my friends
Heaven says I should have regrets
Do you think they'd care if I went?
'Cause at this point I feel like I'm spent
[Pre-Chorus: Kalie Wolfe]
Trying to find my way home
Sitting pretty on my tombstone
Smile wide
Got close with the graveyard
Trying to find where to start
'Cause I'm casket-sized
[Chorus: Kalie Wolfe]
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me
[Bridge: Dutch Melrose]
Yeah, ain't no other way to change it now
This can't be everything I am
This ain't gonna be the end
So tell me I did alright, fill the void I'll never be
Running from the hillside, your words hanging over me
It's easy to see it, I only need to believe it
'Cause if I try to change the past
All I hear is dial tones
I want everything to last, but it's out of my control
I can only do me and I'll put that on God
I can't be what I'm not
[Chorus: Kalie Wolfe]
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me
[Outro: Kalie Wolfe]
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold