[Verse 1: Gerard O'Connell]

I close my eyes and count to ten

I've made mistakes I know I'll make again

I write messages I never send

I'm not okay but if you want then I'll pretend

It's all good, I'm not scared, and I'll hold on

[Chorus: Gerard O'Connell, Gerard O'Connell & Katie Taylor]

But you said I'd be better by now

All my friends said I'd be better by now

But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no

I'm not better by now

And you said I'd be better by now

All my friends said I'd be better by now

But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no

I'm not better by now

[Verse 2: Katie Taylor, Gerard O'Connell & Katie Taylor]

Another 4AM, my battery's low

I still miss you checking that I got home

I leave the lights on when I sleep alone

And I know I should but I just can't let go

It's no good, I'm still scared, wish I was strong

[Chorus: Gerard O'Connell, Gerard O'Connell & Katie Taylor]

But you said I'd be better by now

All my friends said I'd be better by now

But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no

I'm not better by now

And you said I'd be better by now

All my friends said I'd be better by now

But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no

I'm not better by now

[Bridge: Gerard O'Connell & Katie Taylor, Katie Taylor]

I miss you, I miss me

The me I was before, the me before this all

'Cause if I miss you, then I miss me

The me I was before, the me before this all

Yeah, I miss you and I miss me

The me I was before, the me before this all

Yeah, I miss you, I miss me

The me I was before

[Chorus: Gerard O'Connell, Katie Taylor, Both]

And you said I'd be better by now

All my friends said I'd be better by now

But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no

I'm not better by now

And you said I'd be better by now

Not better by now

All my friends said I'd be better by now

Not better by now

But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no

I'm not better by now