[Verse 1: Rittz]

I wish that I could write

I wish I didn't drink

Have to do drugs just to concentrate and think

I wish that I could sleep, I never get a wink

Gotta work a double when I finish I'ma stink

And my feet keep throbbin'

I wish that I could rest

Wish I woulda finished school, I never shoulda quit

Wish I didn't blame it on my parents

Disappearance of my father traumatizin', wish he never woulda left

That excuse is getting old

So is doing drugs

Reefer got me paranoid, so is doing bumps

But I still got a dollar bill to my nose snorting clear off a mirror

Man I wish I had a gun

But once again I bluff 'cause I really wanna live

I just wanna hug and a kid from my girl but she left

And my bed feels empty when I'm in it

Ain't a minute passin' by that I don't wonder where she is

More than a couple of my friends done drifted

Far from each other homie I just wish that

We could travel back in time and just re-live it; For a minute

When did we become so distant

It's been sunny outside and I'm high and wishin' it'd rain

When I'm visitin' memory lane and I'm wishin' this Whiskey will whisk me away in the daylight

[Chorus]

Wishin' while I'm walkin' on this lonely road

And I'm wishin' you were by my side

[Verse 2: Rittz]

Miss you when I'm gone, gotta hit the road

I be gettin' throwed, every city is a blur

I kill it on the stage, takin' pictures with these girls afterwards

But I really just be wishin' they was her

And I'm wishin' she'd believe me

Wish I didn't read the, negative comments that everybody wanna leave

Underneath the songs that I put up on the internet

I'm finna let it bother me, a part of me just wishes they would leave me alone

My journey wasn't easy to get here, I wish that they could see how far I came

I wish I had a street team, G's for some T-shirts and CD's

I barley got a dollar to my name

People thinkin' that I'm on

My inbox fillin' up with features and I wish I could respond

My phone keep ringin', friends sayin' that I'm changin'

When I finally get a minute to myself all alone I be drunk

My alarm goin' off in the mornin', I been snortin' all night

I wish that I could hit snooze

Got a song I'm about to leak, I wish that I was enthused

But apparently I gotta diss dudes to get views

Sick of sittin' on the back burner with a lit fuse

They sayin' it ain't my turn yet

I'm sick of these music industry

Motherfuckers bullshitin'

When the truth is ain't no rapper fuckin' with me

Feelin' like I'm gettin' used

That's another excuse

I wish that I was them

I wish I had a tour bus

The car that I be in

Ain't got no air condition and I'm wishin' there was wind

I can't afford a shirt, I gotta wear this one again

Man I wish someone would send a box of some free shit

I'm wishin' I had a bigger buzz

I've been tryin' so hard to make it happen with the rap

But for now I make it happen with the drugs

Now what

[Chorus]

Wishin' while I'm walkin' on this lonely road

And I'm wishin' you were by my side

[Outro]

Wishin' (X3)