Released on July 19, 2019

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[Intro]

Am I on your side or just on mine?

Are you still there in every way that you were?

Am I on time?

I don't want to watch you fall in love

I don't want to watch you fall in love

Unless you're in my arms the whole time

Unless you're in my arms

I've been waiting to say that

I want you so bad


[Verse 1]

I said I think your dog knows that you're leaving soon

He’s got a sadness in his eyes that I've seen before

I'd lay my head down too if you left me room

But for now, I'll keep my legs crossed on the floor

Lift me to my feet and I'll sit back down

Waiting here for you to come back around

I don't care if you’re sitting here right now

If you leave tonight, then today won't count

Can you hear me now? I will sprint 'til I see you

On the nearest flight if you tell me, "I need you"

Give me two or three nights then I'll fly back home

Give me two or three fights just so I can feel you

Feeling something for me, let me know you care

If I'm losing this game, at least make it fair

'Cause I'll need you around but you won't be there


[Verse 2]

There were cold days

Back when I would float like a feather

Moving with the wind, it could take me wherever

All my friends stayed knit into a nice warm sweater

But it came undone quickly in the stormy weather

Take me somewhere better

Take me some—

Instead, it took me here, tried to find my place

I just found my fears and I lost some friends

Even lost some tears, I need human touch

I need someone near, doesn't have to be you

At least not anymore, you know that beggars can't choose

But I'm only a beggar 'cause I want you desperately bad

And I can justify whatever with the fact that I'm sad

But why am I deserving of somebody like that?

It's easier to just avoid the thought and stay on my path


[Outro]

She's not my friend, she never was

I don't wanna stay 'til the end

This movie's killed me time and again

I don't need my friends this time

She said she's fine, I doubt she lied

She kissed me and she said goodbye

In the moment, she cries, I die

I grab her sides, here's my shoulder

Bury your head, she opened up

My chest instead