Sometimes - Intellectual

And I could never waste, you only want a taste

If all I have before this, about thinking it's too late

I promise just one more for sentiment alone

'cause up the line of tragic past boundaries of what's torn

But I am my own

And I am alone

And now that I'm committed, drowning blissfully

Take all for only nothing, just trying not to see

These lies are more than losing when memories are gone

The benefit's disaster and everything is wrong

But I am my own

And I am alone

Sometimes I try to make me someone I can't be

And somewhere out there I'm in search of tranquility

Returning to familiar, the problems all replay

I try to understand them in my fucked up little way

I guess it all was pointless, I don't matter either way

And I guess I just amount to one more number on a page

But I am my own

And I am alone

Sometimes I try to make me someone I can't be

And somewhere out there I'm in search of tranquility

Tranquility

And once again I climb inside what I know was once my life

If you're lonely watch me die, just know I'll haunt your dreams at night

Once again I climb inside what I know was once my life

If you're lonely watch me die, just know I'll haunt your dreams at night

And I am my own

And I am alone

Sometimes I try to make me someone I can't be

And some where out there I'm in search of tranquility

Tranquility

Is this the last time?

There's one more last time

Is this the last time?

There's one more last time

Is this the last time?

There's nothing left for me