dust - Intellectual

[Intro]

I don't need luck, though. I don't want it

Endgame

I had a time and place to fall back into the fog

Replay, I'd go back today

Wish I never called it off

Know I'm not one to just push it aside

I feel my lowest just steppin' outside

Brushin' the dust off my lungs just to breathe alright

Now I gotta take shit just to sleep at night

Dim lights on my conscious

I crossed out my past mistakes 'cause I just don't wanna process

I'm aware of all that time takes

I won't keep you guessin', I'ma stay the same

Surface tension, I been making dents on top of water

I'm built from components held by PCB and solder

Death Watcher, keep it close to me

Like I could just close the page, but I don't bothеr

Hold my head down underwater, to thе slaughter

Feel my soul levitate out of this shell when I step out

I really feel the distance now

It feels so wrong to stick around

Coat on, I don't want a send off

Threats artificial I fend off

Dig straight down like a check off

Bite my tongue, just wanted to just say it, I held off

Dim lights on my conscious

I crossed out my past mistakes 'cause I just don't wanna process

I'm aware of all that time takes

I won't keep you guessin', I'ma stay the same

Replay I stand up and pace, it's all back to this

I can't concentrate, just hesitate

I pick up the pieces like what's to take

And like what's to say

I keep my mouth shut, like what can be done?

All a fuckin' waste

I don't want a friend 'cause I have to face

That I've failed the people that stuck to me