N.G.F.E.

By Ricky Random

Released on December 17, 2021

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[Chorus 1]

Cannot stop, cannot stop

Cannot stop with this gnarliness

I don't want, I don't want

I don't all the emptiness

But I'm thinking some one some where’s having a way harder time to smile

We keep mentioning examples that cannot define our archetype!


[Verse 1]

Searching on a million places, questions harder to resolve

Turning into million pieces, can’t be one size fits all

I'm hoping they’ll know I’m reckless, I'm hoping they'll see my light

If moving into different stations I've got off with the wrong foot

I don't play around my teammates cuz that might be the reason why trouble crossed their way like fellow Mexicans at the border

Wow!

It’s crazy yet obvious, mellow momma, baby momma

Didn't hang around no fools 'til my dumb ass took over her womp


[Bridge]

Then I was born and I thought to myself

Is that really all there is?

Am I really this fucking gnarly?

What do I really want?


[Chorus 2]

Could I run? May I run?

I'mma have to wake up from this

Could I have? May I have?

Just a chance to breath in again?

Could I run? May I run?

I'mma have to wake up from this

Could I have just a chance to breath in again?


[Verse 2]

Am I waiting to be happy? No! I’m saying let's move on (uh huh)

If a chapter didn’t feel like it, it might be good to go, go!

Random, I’m boredom, I’m a lifeless human being

Teletubbies had a prison built inside a simple man

Am I happy? Or Am I normal? For it is my wish to fly (ok)

But it sure sounds like a privilege, to hang around this long

I'm placing any faith I ever decide to invest in me

To face any goals I never thought I was able to reach!

Screw what you thought I was, screw it!

I’mma invest it in what I believe, me!

Invited to become somebody better be fucking prepared to leave!

I'm saying, I'm saying

I'm saying let's move on!


[Chorus 3]

Cannot stop cannot stop

Cannot stop with this gnarliness

I don’t want, I don’t want

I don’t all the answers, yes!

But I’m thinking some one some where’s

Having a way harder time to smile for me to complain

I'm supposed to think out loud on what I want

All I want all I want is the chance to feel happy again

Am I happy yet?