{Verse 1}
I’ve been broken from the start
Takes less than a girl to break my heart
Since I grew up, I’ve been on guard
Too many people up tryna thwart
Not enough support
Not enough to tie the score
Not enough people to step on so I’m coming up short
Monkey see, monkey do, cause I ain’t really have company before
She didn’t change how I felt, still numb
Just told me a message, feel dumb
Things will be alright in the end for me
It all depends
Evеry single night, no one in bed with mе
If you asked my friends
They’d repeat what I told them
Dead at your feet or a totem
A music sheet, no note, yeah
Put it on CD then I sold it
Artist tryna eat, how I’m 'posed to?
Work minimum fee then I froze up
Can’t afford to fix the heat in the Bose, yeah
I just brag or joke cause half them folks
Just pass and go, don’t know what for
I struggle to stack racks and dough
Money to feel the void or some pot to smoke
I don’t need a therapist, need someone I can talk to
So if you ever hearing this, you’re far too-
[Chorus]
I need a fix, yeah, I need a fix
How is it healing? Your advice is just tricks
How is it healing? Close your eyes to the abyss
You know it’s a lie, talking ‘bout "I need a bitch"
Need a wish, need a wish, need a wish
Something to come true
Conclusions I come to
Don’t twist, I ain’t speaking 'bout you
Try not to get too entitled
See the ending from a mile
Why don’t I fall with style?
Birds can sing but they can’t smile
[Post-Chorus]
Need to do a lot of healing and I know it
Voices get to screaming when I choke em
Need to do a lot of healing and I know it
Voices get to screaming when I choke em
I don’t get over my exes
Find a new girl get obsessed with
12 hours or none, I never feel rested
I’m on to the next shit
Something to prove, I am so desperate
Rap till my heart give out, I’ll leave you breathless
[Verse 2]
Ugly personality, people shy away
When there’s a tragedy they’re there for a day
Is that really how everyone behaves?
Ain’t been outside for a minute, need to shave
I promise no more romance
I will make amends beforehand
I don’t wanna flee, I compete with no plan
I won’t trip when I walk if I keep my low stance
[Chorus]
I need a fix, yeah I need a fix
How is it healing? Your advice is just tricks
How is it healing? Close your eyes to the abyss
You know it’s a lie, talking 'bout "I need a bitch"
Need a wish, need a wish, need a wish
Something to come true
Conclusions I come to
Don’t twist, I ain’t speaking 'bout you
Try not to get too entitled
See the ending from a mile
Why don’t I fall with style?
Birds can sing but they can’t smile
[Post-Chorus]
Need to do a lot of healing and I know it
Voices get to screaming when I choke 'em
Need to do a lot of healing and I know it
Voices get to screaming when I choke 'em
I don’t get over my exes
Find a new girl get obsessed with
12 hours or none, I never feel rested
I’m on to the next shit
Something to prove, I am so desperate
Rap till my heart give out I’ll leave you breathless