(Intro)

Hellekhumah

Akhekhellemuh

Feels like I don’t belong here…

Like I’m just passing through…

(Verse 1)

I’m an alien to this world, I don’t fit the design

Looking at society, trying to read every sign

Why they move how they move, why they think how they think

I’m standing on the outside, yeah, right on the brink

Every smile feel scripted, every vibe feel fake

I’m searching for a meaning in every step that I take

Why am I different? Why I don’t blend?

Why I question everything they just accept in the end?

(Pre-Chorus)

And I try, yeah I try just to be like them

But my mind too loud, can’t pretend again

I see more, I feel more, it’s a blessing and curse

Got me lost in my head, going deep in reverse

(Chorus)

Why can’t I just be like everybody else?

Why I feel like I’m somebody else?

Why I’m the only one seeing these things?

Hearing these voices inside when it sings

I’m an alien, drifting alone

Trying to find where I belong

In a world that don’t understand me

I’m lost, but I’m still holding on

(Verse 2)

Sitting on the couch with a bottle in my hand

Trying to drown out thoughts I don’t even understand

Alcohol talking, but it don’t say truth

Just a temporary fix for a permanent wound

Looking in the mirror like “who am I now?”

Every version of me, I don’t know which one’s proud

I’m searching for myself in a world full of noise

Trying to hear my soul through the echoes and the void

(Pre-Chorus)

And I try, yeah I try just to silence my mind

But the more that I run, the more I rewind

Got visions, got feelings I can’t explain

Like I’m tuned to a frequency outside the lane

(Chorus)

Why can’t I just be like everybody else?

Why I feel like I’m somebody else?

Why I’m the only one seeing these things?

Hearing these voices inside when it sings

I’m an alien, drifting alone

Trying to find where I belong

In a world that don’t understand me

I’m lost, but I’m still holding on

(Bridge)

Maybe I’m not crazy, maybe I’m awake

Seeing through the illusions everybody else take

Maybe I’m chosen, maybe I’m rare

Maybe being different means I actually care

What if this feeling ain’t something to hide?

What if it’s truth I’ve been holding inside?

I’m not broken, I’m just not the same

And maybe that’s my power, not my pain

(Final Chorus)

I don’t wanna be like everybody else

I’m finally me, I found myself

All the things that I used to fear

Now they make me stronger standing here

I’m an alien, yeah that’s my name

Different world but I won’t change

I was never meant to fit their zone

I’m an alien… and I own my throne

(Outro)

Hellekhumah

Akhekhellemuh

Maybe I was never lost…

Just… different.

Note: unreleased song