Original Lyrics Written by Ryan R. Willis 2009 All Rights Reserved

Verse 1:

Where do I begin?

Was the question runnin through my head

As I picked up this pen

To try n write a sentence

That can send the right message

And express this; it's been hard when

You're only friends in the reflection

Livin like a recluse you get used to it

Or watch how quick you can get

Consumed by depression

N that shit's not an expression

This disease is a cold hearted bitch

Who smiles as she leaves you infected

And just like a slut you knew you were fucked

The second your mind undressed her

What'd you expect when you don't reject her?

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Verse 2:

But the time's come to cut the tension

The pros n cons have been weighed and I’ve realized

I might just subconsciously love being reckless

I'm helpless, this shit makes no sense, it’s senseless

I'm done with the apprehension and the pressure

I subjected myself to for so long

It's beyond my comprehension n measure

She's gotten me so far gone from reality I can't stand it

But I'm not flyin in the sky

Tryin to defy gravity anymore I've finally landed

And I'm staying here for good

I can no longer afford to take my time for granted

My heads still up in the clouds but my feet are planted

I'm crazy, but I'm sane

I'm free, but my mind's a cage

N drugs have tried to take me away three times

But I'm blessed to say I'm still here today

And there's no way I'm goin back after this

I've captured the snapshot of what I want out of life

Its picture perfect and

This is my last chance ta click

That's it

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Verse 3:

This is the moment I'm supposed to capture

There's no going back n sayin what if after

My evil twins' dead

And I'm moving on to the next chapter

But I know it's just for suspense

My minds too clever not to have an X factor

That mother fucker'll be back again

But this time the other side of me is gonna win

N when you’re an addict just like that the past is back

What I hate the most is knowing it’s bound to happen

How many damn laps have I ran around this track I lost count by now

It seems like I’ve seen these trees go from green red yellow to black

And back in a snap

It’s crazy how time’s been messing with my head lately

I’ve been racing standing still

Getting chills watching the sands in the glass spill

It’s a trip to stop for a minute and think this is it

All we get before the last rose drops on top of the casket

Live to love and you’ll outlast it

Death isn’t the end it’s the just the page after