I don't know myself...I don't know

[Verse 1]

I'm tryna' work on the man in the mirror

My reflection is unfamiliar

Steps to recovery, broke and living in luxury

Discovering the thoughts I've yet to even consider

I struggle to work a job knowin' I make it quicker

Asking for handouts and you ain't even my nigga

Ain't see my homie in years, he told me how the beginnings slow

But you just watch how they gone flock after your center-fold

Late night dreaming you feelin all my pain

Always been the demons who tellin me I can't

Sweet so sweet, I feel this in my veins

Somethin, somethin, somethin in my drank

I'm rushin, pushin, comin for my pay

Applying all the pressure, they changin' all my plays

Plottin' measuring changing all my ways

Drenched this weather you see it on my face

Walkin' in the Buildin like chosen guys

I see reality when I close my eyes

Mysterious alchemy how we coincide

She mixed it up I sip ain't even what go inside

You make a mistake and they exposin' mine

My life a symphony listen how I'm composin time

Lifted my whole day like I'm supposed to

Looked at my reflection, say I don't know you

[verse 2]

No longer looking for the gifts that can be taken from mine

I'm on search to find my soul and all the gifts of my mind

Every pleasure ain't a treasure every hill ain't to climb

Imma black man, healthy and I'm wealthy with time

Ain't been too much restin lately

Learnin to live and movin wherever this lesson take me

Encodin messages, sendin signals like satellites

Prayin God don't try to play me when I get in my afterlife

Still don't know who I wanna be, but I know who I am

I don't know what I want to do, but I do know what I can

I know what i hate and how I don't wanna live

I don't claim to have a lot but know what I have to give

And I still don't know you