April 30th

By Rex White

On Na

Released on April 30, 2020

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I ain't been home all year

I'm staying out the way this year

I ain’t come to play this year

Meaning I ain’t come to waste this year

Best believe I’m in the race this year

I ain’t come for second place

Or takin hoes on second dates

I’m busy maxin out them weights this year

19 My brother caught a case, we got him out, he's free this year

I hope it don’t happen to me this year

Know I’m aiming for that mill, I think its time I make it 3 this year

Its just me, myself, and me this year

I say fuck with all that waiting and that patient shit

No, I can't be myself in a relationship

You give and you take

Story of my life is different

I just give til I gave

Spent them racks on our vacations now I wish I had saved

But ain’t no need of crying over spilled milk

She got me dropping idioms cause I feel like an idiot

I flew her out the city thought we planned around yo period

My life is like the odyssey, Im stuck inside the Illiad

And life can be mysterious, I’m moving on a myriad

And custom all interiors

I deck the hall with photos from shows from when they wasn’t hearing us

I’m still the same kid, just less appearances and more experiences

I take it serious, they tryna jury us man

Yeah Yeah

Easier said than done

Feels like I’m playing one on one with

Me myself and I

Stayin out the way this year

Imma be okay this year

It’s just me myself and I

Stayin our the way

I’m just grateful for another day God damn

Fuck wit shorty, wishin I could stay right now

Double up my funds I'm tryna pay my fam

Pray to God he help me pay my bills this month

Niggas that I known been pourin seals this month

Juggin they done stole my nigga wheels this months

I been making plays but ain’t no deals this month

I’m just glad I get to play a part this time

I know exactly where I wanna start this time

I made it clean and I just wanna end this way

Don't mean that I want that shit to end this day

Nah

I’m tired of niggas hating

I just realized that I believe in God

So technically that means that I believe in Satin

I pray sometimes but not enough for me to be impatient but

I'm in the whip after my shows and takin showers in my aunties basement

No dollar and a dream

I had a dream and fucked up credit

Won't no cable on the TV , streaming TDs off the reddit

Prolly would’ve done it different, I can't say that I regret it

My nigga got locked

I stopped sellin

I wasted time takin life for granted

I know somebody love me

I know somebody hate to see me lose out on them blessings

Stemming from gifts I’ve been handed

I know somebody trust me

If that persons you, just know yo dreams still worth it too

Easier say than do

Feel like I’m playin 1 on 2

With Me My Self and I

Its the Devil versus me myself and God

Keep it real for me I know that he gone heal for me

Opposition try to steal from me, He just took the wheel for me

Plan to take me places that I’m hopin he reveal for me

Hand ain't have no aces, he gone shuffle, and redeal for me

I call a spade a spade

I remember when them teachers told me not to go to school but go and learn a trade

Lookin back by this time I’d be more paid

But I still got that paper mane

You know the one that got my name

That they sent to my parents crib

And I’m still paying for today

Sometimes the game sold separately

You pay these niggas 4 years for that degree to find the frame sold separately

I tried to go back home but shit there Just ain't nothin left me for me

Try to take my throne but that just wasn’t in my destiny

Easier said than done

Feels like I'm playin one on one

Yeah Yeah

Its Me myself and I