VERSE 1:

To say im insecure is a little bit modest

But i always had a hard time with being honest

Try to be a man of word, still breaking the promise

Think a little backwards like a japanese comic

Never puffed the chronic, but still feel blacked out

Can't afford dinner, i just might pass out

Shits always happening

Thats why i rap, I use it for channeling

My anger, im pretty quick to snap

One of many flaws wrapped in the burlap sack

And packed to the back of an unstable brain

Played with a bunch of demons waiting to be slain

Its plain that people don't tend to get me

Always had less amount of friends then enemies

Seems to be the reciprocal of succeeding

Even though success is far from reach

Not even close, but fuck these faggots

Ragging on rex for expressing his feelings

But fuck your feelings

I won't seize till you're on your knees kneeling

Turned your back to me when i needed you the most

Float around aimless with the strain of a ghost

Your just a parasite, with a body as a host

And im a douchebag gather round for the toast

PRE CHORUS:

So this is the part where i break it all down

Bring it back to the cut, like a king to his crown

Strung up from the guts, hung up looking down

Clutching out for a hand but there's no one around

Laughing out loud, its a cloud of illusions

Snowball effect of all of the conclusions

If you got an issue say it to may face

I'm well aware that im fucking disgrace

CHORUS:

In the end i never gave a shit

I can do this on my own

No i never really gave a shit

Im better off alone

Said i never really gave a shit

You're useless anyways

No i never really gave a shit

Im not weird im just..me

VERSE 2:

Always had it rough with the opposite sex

On the hunt for pussy i never was content

Which left me with nothing in the very end

Depending on the love of my bare right hand

Dreamed of holding on to the prettiest girls

Want to share them with the visions of my twisted world

But i always i fucked it up

Cuss im an ugly fuck

But this fuck has had enough

He's breaking scales out through the rough

To toughen up, suck it up

Yet i'm still fucking up, but

Played sports just to make my dad happy

Wondered why he was never in the stands looking back at

Lack of his presence didn't short for the damages

Im a better man for it, taking off the bandages

Guess i really can't complain

He threw my mom money when he had the spare change

When he wasn't taxed out from whores or cocaine

Or whatever other things he used to sustain

Growing up looked to goku as a father figure

Learned lessons from imagination and action figures

Odd call didn't make up for my hatred to you

But i want you to know dad i forgive you

PRE CHORUS:

So this is the part where i break it all down

Bring it back to the cut, like a king to his crown

Strung up from the guts, hung up looking down

Clutching out for a hand but there's no one around

Laughing out loud, its a cloud of illusions

Snowball effect of all of the conclusions

If you got an issue say it to may face

I'm well aware that im fucking disgrace

CHORUS:

In the end i never gave a shit

I can do this on my own

No i never really gave a shit

Im better off alone

Said i never really gave a shit

You're useless anyways

No i never really gave a shit

Im not weird im just..me