Welcome to the part where your mind fucking collapses

Where you loose all sense of self the longer that time elapses

When you haven't moved an inch, but you breathe like you've been dashing

Laps for 5 straight days, your mental state is fucking crashing

Lashing out at everybody due to paranoia

Don't know when to shut up and just sit back and enjoy it

Greed and jealousy have led to a path of you destroying

Current mind frame, brain is stuffed with mush like a gyoza

Its fucking over, whipping around in the range rover

Then I'll hover over kits with some crops gone super nova

Never fucked with drugs, yet i'm hardly ever sober

You could call it maundy thursday, I'm a jew so pass over

Not really, i find it hard to fuck with any religion

Because my balls and dick are the only things i've been giving

By this so called higher power, the fuck else would i be thinking

Im broke and twisted, like oliver of charles dickens

Its so sick, really im both deaf and illiterate

Intimidated by the soft sound of youth and innocence

Paid my dividends with lack of resistance

Slowly shut my eyes to avoid the luminescences

Its killing me both slowly and sadistically

Put to sleep by the smooth sounds of the symphony

Screens of psychedelic imagery cause pain and ecstasy

Have i really gone insane or is the world just testing me