Released on September 6, 2024

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[Verse 1]

Welcome, welcome

Make yourself at home and take a seat

I'll be your host for the next hour

So get as comfy as can be

I'll do my best to tell you this story

I mean, it is a story about me

'Bout how I came up, then fell down

And then, I found peace

To set the scene, I arrived age seventeen

I didn't know nothin'

Why can't my ears open?

Took it in, I was always listening

I told the world who I was

Fast forward two years, two albums out

I wish I didn't say so much

But I can't take it back now (No)

So, growing up in public wasn't great, nah

I wouldn't ever trade it in for a life lesson saying

"The high is the high, and the lows are the lows"

Well, I'd rather have these streams then have a boring life, you know?

And, even in my darkest hour I remember why I'm here

Never said what I was truly feeling til' the way the most, for many years

But I say when life changes, you pipe up, you sit down

Speak to someone you can spend the time with

Um, I don't know, that's what I did (Ah)


[Chorus]

The therapist knows who I really am

They know me just as well as someone can

There's nothing in the world they're expecting of me

I'm simply here to speak

And nothing can surprise me now

I turn up and I let it all out

There's no one in the world that they need me to be

So I'll be myself and we'll see (Ah)


[Verse 2]

2023 and I'm goin' in

I check myself in age, twenty-two, and no I don't regret a thing

I wanna say thank you to my family for always putting up with things

And a big shout out to Steve and Linda for taking me under their wing

And takin' time, and the same goes to Damian

Who pulled me out the grave and showed me how to live this life

And whatever comes my way

I'll practice everyday, just give me sixty minutes

Once a week, in a low, bitter space

Soon, I'll be in a better place

Watch this

I'm not sayin' it's the only way

But sure, I couldn't do it on my own

New year, new me, yeah, yeah

This time I'm really in the zone

Everyone's just searchin' for someone to be in love with

And tryna find the thing they love to do

That could also maybe bring the bread in

Everybody has a stage these days anyone can entertain

We all need a bit of validation, and that's okay

All I really want is to feel a peace, to find my place

Hey, maybe it's just a endless search

Alone here on this earth, and if so, that's okay (Ah)


[Outro]

I wouldn't be here now if I failed

To take the time to care for myself

I never thought that things would get as bad as they were

I recharged and returned

And if you're sick of goin' through Hell

Just know that I've been right there as well

It always go away after time passes by

So stick around and try


[Instrumental Outro]