Push Forward

By REVERIE

On Das Kleine

Released on December 1, 2016

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Yes, I’m done forever, that's it, it's over

I think it's finally time for us to really push forward

These past few days have been feeling like a new beginning

Like I can finally express what I have been holding within me

It's like I’m me again, like I can breathe again

I really needed this

& please don't forget it baby

You're the one that wanted to call it quits

You chose this. You decided. You signed it

That's your writing so stand by it

& I tried to be open minded, but your drug abuse-

I just cannot vibe with

& you're never home- You stay hustling

I just can't do that

Obviously it's not working cuz of your work

So Imma chill & let you get back to that 

It's like I feel so alive and free

Oh, of course, now you wanna cry

You play the victim every time

See, I can't even express what's on my mind

Your energy is super dark and negative

& no offense

But I felt a huge weight off of my shoulders ever since the day we split

Stop belittling me, stop always blaming me

Why’s it always my fault?

Yeah, I fucked you over in the past

But you gotta forgive me

& stop with the jealousy

But you can't- so I gotta move on

You know, every time I received a text, my heart dropped

Cuz I was afraid it was gon be you talking some kind of shit

Ain't that a sad thought?

That's how I've been living my life for some time

We’re too alike

Both strong and opinionated

Honestly, I can't believe that I felt so restricted, entrapped

Matter of fact, I'm mad- At myself-

For letting it go for so long, letting it get so bad

For changing my essence someone. For forgetting who I was

I'm not blaming this all on you, I'm just expressing

I guess confessing

What I realized since you left me. Trust me- we gon be good

1 day I think we could even be homies

But, right now I just need my space, so

Please don't telephone me

We had a good run

We grew so much together

But it seems we've passed the peak

Now it's time we move on separately-

Cuz that's what's best for me

I'll always hold your name with respect and love

But, yes, this is the last time

Look, I gotta go now, but I promise you'll be fine

I'll see you around I guess. I just gotta say one last thing to ya

You’re only dwelling on the past

Cuz you have doubts in the plans of the future