Dead inside - Intellectual

[Intro]

Perish shot that beat bitch

I'm feeling dead inside

Yeah

Pain is in the mind

Yeah

Not depression but I feel like everything’s aligned

Yeah

Feel like stopping time

Yeah

Think of a new rhyme

Yeah

Everything, up to now has been 0 to 9

Yeah

Think about the times I was in the dirt

I was crying like a baby when I wasn't even hurt

I was just a little kid I always had a dirty shirt I'm feeling like Lil Uzi Vert ’cause you know I stay on alert (Perish shot that beat bitch)

Like, feeling dead inside, isn't really good

You just think about dying while your lying in a hood

Put a lot of bad thoughts in your mind the way it should

But I'm really sick of things, should I live, well I could

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna be alone

I wanna hear someone's comforting voice when I'm just on the phone

I really wanna get to know

The way that everything will go

When I die

'Cause you know I’ll go below

Like when I die will everything go to waste?

All the things I did and things I said to people I faced

All the new people that I only just met are erased

Feels like dying is just something people want but still hate

Do I wanna die?

Do I wanna go to hell and look the devil in the eye?

Do I wanna be free and finally say goodbye?

I’m just dead inside, never said I really wanna try (Perish shot that beat bitch)