She didn't feel anything for me

She didn't love me

Didn't want to be with me

She was only with me so she could figure herself out

I feel used, abused, taken advantage of

Like I was only used 'cause she was curious

She didn't know herself

Why the hell would she risk being with me

She couldn't talk to me, couldn't open up

Her emotions she kept bottled up

She ask for space

Then poured her heart and soul to someone else

She didn't feel anything for me

She didn't love me

Didn't want to be with me

She was only with me so she could figure herself out

Everyday she's annoyed, I wouldn't leave her alone

Everyday she's relieved when she got home

Didn't have someone always all over her

Didn't have to deal with me anymore

You know

Who the hell hates it when people you care about are transparent

Who enjoys filling their significant other with doubt

Who forces their partner to overdose on neglect

Who doesn't comfort them when their confidence shatters

(It's you)

She didn't feel anything for me

She didn't love me

Didn't want to be with me

She was only with me so she could figure herself out

Seriously! How could I not see that you didn't feel anything for me

And now your friends know

Your Ex knows

Everyone knows

That you used me

You played me

Played with my feelings, made me believe that you cared

Gaslighted me into thinking everything was fine

You are the reason my heart turned dark

You are the reason no one else will ever hear it beat

You've proven that you are the murder

Even after I devoted my time and tears into that relationship

You gifted me nothing, absolutely nothing in return

So you know what

Fuck you!