Keep loosing myself in the same wide black space

The same old questions run in again and again

Barely recognize myself, going lunatic

Why do I dwell on the promises I'll never keep?

Scarify the storyline

Over my skin

So I never forget

Who I was and who I am

Singing sad stories

Singing sad stories all around

Paving my own way with spines

Please stay out of the line

I'm lost in my own head

Growing the pain

Guess I can say I'm my worst enemy

Gone for a long time

Watcher of my own life

I'm just a ghost

In overdose

Knowing I'm the only one to blame

Only one to blame

Scarify the storyline

Over my skin

So I never forget

Who I was and who I am

Fossilize, transcend through the times

Carry over the failures

So they keep me alive

Force me to feel till I die

Open my eyes, beneath my eyelids a living hell

(Won't reach the surface)

I am the heretic, the leader of the lost

(It does not exist)

Staggering figure, act as I say not as I do

Judge me for what I am, miserable

Oh current, carry me where I deserve to go

So scared and under pressure, my tears could fill an ocean

Burnt out and under pressure, my bones turn into diamond

Rock in a lake

Gone in a blink

I won't reach the surface

Cause it doesn't exist

So let me dive in the depth

Till I finally learn

How to breathe underwater

Scarify the storyline

Over my skin

So I never forget

Who I was and who I am

Fossilize, transcend through the times

Carry over the failures

So they keep me alive

Force me to feel till I die