Deprived of appearance

Inexplicably pervasive

I need it, I need it

Feeding my inner demons

So that they can feed of me

Addicted, addicted

Always questioning

Always wondering

The clock still keeps on ticking

Will it ever stop, will it ever break

Or simply lose its sealing?

Set me free

Free from my self-inflicted borders

Show me how

To reverse the curve and start all over

Let me out

From the torments

'Cause I can't gloss over

Fill me up

Just givе me a moment

Let mе see the bright side

Help me out

'Cause I'm rotting inside

Hands and feet tied

Let me out

For a moment

'Cause I need it right now

Trapped in my feelings

Unsure if I'll ever fully heal

Deluded, I'm tainted

No perfume is gonna be strong enough

To mask the filth

Till the end, infected

Always questioning

Always wondering

The clock still keeps on ticking

Will it ever stop, will it ever break

Or simply lose its sealing?

No matter what it could have been

It is what it is

I wish I knew how to tame the disease

To finally breathe in

Let me out

From the torments

'Cause I can't gloss over

Fill me up

Just give me a moment

Let me see the bright side

Help me out

'Cause I'm rotting inside

Hands and feet tied

Let me out

For a moment

'Cause I need it right now

Still don't know where I belong

There's something about me

That still needs to be killed

But I'm scared of what I'd become

I don't feel guilty anymore

Interlinked more than ever before

Embracing the dissonance

'Cause it’s obvious

I'll be forever yours

Let me out

From the torments

'Cause I can't gloss over

Fill me up

Just give me a moment

Let me see the bright side

Help me out

'Cause I'm rotting inside

Hands and feet tied

Let me out

For a moment

'Cause I need it right now