I can’t recognize myself

The venom has taken control

Lost in this suffocating hell I call home

Deliver me

My grave, my peace haven

My shelter, my asylum

A rain forest

Too much explored

A holy grail still unheard of

Years spent crawling in the jungle

Left me with nothing but indelible scars

Poison ivy in my backbone

Propagating on its own

Inhaling the steams

Of my self-ignited blaze

No way out from this maze

I’m lost in this beautiful hell

If this daydream is all that I have

I’ll turn it into something beautiful

I’m trying to see through the haze

Is it a monster or a miracle?

Let me tame the sour taste

Let me tame the bitterness

This is my way to escape

I’m lost in this beautiful hell

A stranger to myself

Lost in someone else’s tale

Blurry sights and bones exposed

A single celled parasite

Sight of endless rivers

Sights of millenarian trees

Help me find the difference

Between truth and fantasy

My air, my asphyxia

My venom, my dementia

So please come with me

We can hide in my chrysalis

Safe from the trials and tribulations

Together we’ll learn how to tame the poison

If this daydream is all that I have

I’ll turn it into something beautiful

I’m trying to see through the haze

Is it a monster or a miracle?

Let me tame the sour taste

Let me tame the bitterness

This is my way to escape

I’m lost in this beautiful hell