Solus - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

What if I'm not who I thought I was

And what if I only saw the shadow?

Would it change what I've done

Or change how you would see me

Or is it all that I'm destined to be?

Can't you see I'm holding out for something?

Can't you see I want it to resolve?

I-

It's all out of balance

Afraid to fall ??? and catch my feet dragging behind

It's so far behind

But if it's all meant to be this way

Then nothing else matters in my life

I am [?]

I am manic, I am stressed

And I believe that I should suffer even when I've done my best

But its all for a reason

Hope its been for the better

'cause I change with the seasons while it's been all cold weather

Can you hear me?

Am I not as alone as I feel?

Two souls drifting away

I find that I [?] to stay