[Verse 1]
I’m not shit to the world, it doesn’t know me by name
But I know this grotesque game by the stench of its hate
I’m sat in the corner, sharpening observations with an average occupation slowly driving me insane
All I see day to day is people struggle for pay
Tryna wash away in the pain with vanity and fame and vacuous entertainment, ignoring the enslavement, running in circles, convinced that they’re going places
An inertia of boredom, just trying to kill time
Neither dead or alive, screams from their cold eyes
At times my thoughts grind to a halt so suddenly when I try to grasp the difference between myself and others
It’s funny, I used to see myself as a unique creation but enlightened new info turns out I’m mistaken
I’m nothing but a product of a set of circumstances in an emerging reality where we all take chances, an accident of our subsequent rolls of the dice
Might seem impersonal but it’s how we end up with a life rather than somebody else’s
That’s not to say it’s predestined
Freewheels in the case work but it’s not the strongest evidence
Some beats I’m in my element, my life’s a bit different
Wandered off the beaten track ‘cause it seemed too frivolous
Now I’m caught in a predicament ‘cause working just seems cyclical
I’m tired out, my shoulders ache, my attitude is cynical
As I sit and write these words, I’ve got a better taste
‘cause I see no likelihood of me ever getting paid to rock a stage, rock a set, rock a mic, whatever
I put passion in what I do but it seems it doesn’t matter
[Verse 2]
Artist, the word’s synonymous with pretension
Viewed as idle and naive and desperate for attention
Lacking the work ethic and dangerous to your children
Often crude and vulgar and can’t make a living
For a minute let’s pretend these criticisms are valid and not oversimplifications for the establishment’s narrative
Just give me a moment to break through your apathy and enunciate a retort with crystal clarity
First of all, idleness is just suspension of the world
Necessary to access inspirational realm
And it’s pretty fucking rich to call one person lazy when everybody sleeps at least a few hours a day
Second, if someone’s naive and desperate for attention
The first thing to call into question’s the context
If they’re ranting and raving about a pointless concept
Don’t brand us all the same but in this case you’re correct
But if we’re merely stating the system is fucked up and suggesting ways to change it to a better one
I’d say the artist is not only deserving of your moment but to listen to every word, what we’re saying is important
As for the work ethic, is that even a question?
I’ve got no incentive and yet, look what I’m penning
And if I seem crude and vulgar, it’s because I’m pissed off
And your kids will be the same when they figure the plot
You might be worried the culture your kids covet is toxic
But I bet in the same breath, you justify worse shit
And I don’t need the living, I’m already alive
And I’ll keep writing and do what I’ve got to do to survive, fuh-