I might need me a fresh start

Yeah

It might be time for me to part with my older self

My innocence, I done witnessed its vivid death

Tell me something I should know, I'll write it Turn my mic on and set my room on fire

You feel the smoke?

Fogging up, water up my eyes

Try to make my way out of a burning building

And save a life

Why should I try to save my life?

Why, why , why should I try

Why, why should I even try to save a life?

Suns down, I can feel myself sink

To my basement in the attic of my head

Get ahead, I keep trying trying but

I end up in the same place like a treadmill

My head will keep contemplating escapes and fight to keep going for another night

I don’t got thoughts like that, and if I did

I'll just switch it up, and if I did, I'd just

(Up)

Tell me your name and why I should worship you, you

I need faith but I can’t hold on to this rope that I've made

Firefighter, something just a little lighter

I need reassurance in this dire situation

That my diary of thoughts is behind

The wall of safety from the heat that I've created in the four walls

Floor and ceiling that I'm feeling

I've been confined to

Am I right to question your existence?

Should I go and try to find you?

Like you've led so many men before you

But can your guidance save me for my ever going study to find truth

See, mind you but-

Yeah

Just let the beat ride for a little, let it flow

Losing myself

In this world where I can't do this myself

I'm shooting myself with doubts

I don’t wanna pass my paranoia to an innocent man

Losing track of my hand

Holding all the last grains of sand that I can fit in my palm

Butt it keeps slipping as I run to the ocean to put out the fire I started

My goals are whole hearted

I’m losing the market

For self sanity in self love

I look above

My long hair block my view of the doves

As they flock past, I realize my moment has passed

I'm stuck in the past

Shattered hourglass

I’m breathing the fumes

And losing my view

And all I have to show for it is the fire that I started in my motherfuckin room

Lost sanity, I can't close my lips

Laughing through it