Heading for disgrace
My mind misplaced all these hidden faces
I’ve just been mistaken
I’ve taken too many useless breaks
And then when I come back, I’m overwhelmed and say I need a break
How dedicated am I to this craft if all I do is place it to the side when I’m stressed
My mind controlling my chest
No human instinct to take over when you’ve put your soul to rest
Honestly I can say I’m blessed to be in my own position
But you can’t stay comfortable for too long without getting superstitious
These vicious visions invading my inner composition
No fight or flight, it’s strictly defeating competition
I miss my innocence, my intuition, and holy vision
Now the only cross I have simply
Holds me back
Hold me down heavy and show me the kid I once was
Show me my all envy and show the list I thought of
Purchases like purges man, I lose something each time I gain
Urgencies that hurry me, so I internalize the pain
Birds that soar right over me, restoring hope of better days
Meeting with an older me, I’m lost inside this dreamy haze
Look into my eyes and simply tell me that I’ll be okay
It’s times like this I pray for better days
Sunny days on the horizon, fogged by coming storms
Tore myself to pieces and failed to make me whole
Laugh through the apocalypse, you’ll make it out this hole
But fail to understand the pain, and you’ll never make it home
Back at square one
My eyes is overcome
Hallucinations holding me back from further evaluation of my soul
How can I be expected to evolve when I’m scared to grow
And I’m scared to show
I don’t care to know
Whether my actions affected others because I’m too self centered
But then you let your self enter and realize the monster you’ve become
At the end of the road, the only mission is
Pretend like it’s fine, and continue to
Laugh through the apocalypse
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days
It’s times like this I pray for better days