[Intro]

How much time do I have?

Get closer

‎‎(we will)

Uh, uh

Lumina

Uh, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]

They say they love me, but they show me what I'm worth

And I'm never first in line, I'm just waiting on my turn

Feeling stuck, waiting for a spark 'til I'm in a urn

And they all congratulating, while I'm trying hard to earn

'Cause I'm trying to make ends meet, I'm trying to make it right

And you know I'll never go down, not without a fight

Feel like anyone can blow up if they find a way to bite

Can't do nothing 'bout it, but I never said that it's right

I made a promise to you, that I'll hold it down

W-W-When I'm at my lowest, you know how to hold me down

I just don't know what to do when nobody come around

They just want to fuck me over for some monеy and some clout

[Chorus]

All I, all I, all I ever wantеd was a little fame

I just wanted to provide, and for them to know my name

It's a blessing and a curse 'cause they always acting lame

I used to love what I do, but it just don't hit the same

[Verse 2]

But they never fucking listen anyway

Push me over like a dummy just 'cause I don't got a face

And I act like nothing going on, but I'm losing my pace

When I see the numbers, I just want to get out of this place

I just–, I just feel like it ain't 'posed to be this way

But the people always tell me that it's going to be okay

Then I drop a song for them, but they ain't never entertained

And I always try my best, and I never fucking changed

And I always kept it real, and I always played nice

And when they was talking 'bout me, I always apologized

I done gave it all for nothing, I can't even pay the price

And they playing me like poker, all they do is roll the dice

And I always try my hardest, but get nothing in return

And I never played with fire, but I still got fucking burned

But I did nothing wrong, so I don't know what I learned

All I know is I do too much, but get nothing I deserve

And I know they'll call me selfish just for letting this shit out

Motherfuckers never gave me the benefit of the doubt

If they reach this point they'll know exactly what I'm talking 'bout

It's like everyone around you got everything figured out

[Chorus]

All I, all I, all I ever wanted was a little fame

I just wanted to provide, and for them to know my name

It's a blessing and a curse, 'cause they always acting lame

I used to love what I do, but it just don't hit the same