Yesterday when we were getting high, you were invited

You would've liked it. I-I know you all too well

I said that we could kiss the past goodbye, but you weren't excited, there's no way to fight it

You can stay but shawty here I go...

[Verse 1]

Uh, should I spend the weekend in Vegas?

I'm living inside a moment, not taking pictures to save it

I mean, how could I forget? My memories never faded

I can't relate to these haters, my enemies never made it

I am, still here with who I started with

The game needed life, I put my heart in it

I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr shit

Carried the weight for my city like a cargo ship

Uh. I'm 23, with a money tree

Growing more too, I just planted a hundred seeds

It's ironic, 'cause my mother was a flourist

And that's how she met my pops and now my garden is enourmous

It's happening Penny Lane, just like you said

I avoided the Coke game, and went with Sprite instead

Uh huh, that's word to the millions that they putting up

I'm trying to do better than good enough

[Chorus]

What am I afraid of? This is suppose to be what dreams are made of

But people I don't have the time to hang with, always look at me and say the same shit..(they say)

You promised me you would never change

You promised me you would never change

[Verse 2]

Uh. Am I wrong for making light of my situation? Clap on

When 40 got some shit for me to snap on

Now that I'm on, I don't really want to worry about getting back on

I'm just trying to stay on, get my fucking buffet on

I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home

And I be acting like I don't know how to work a phone

But hit redial you see that I just called, some chick I met at the mall

That I barley know at all and..

Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected

Texting saying that she wish she would've kept it

The one that I'm laying next to just looked over and read it

Man I couldn't tell you where the fuck my head is, I'm holding on by a thread it's..

Like I'm high right now, the guy right now, and you can tell by looking in my eyes right now

That nothing really comes as a surprise right now

'cause we just having the time of our lives right now

[Chorus]

What am I afraid of? This is suppose to be what dreams are made of

But people I don't have the time to hang with, always look at me and say the same shit..(they say)

You promised me you would never change

You promised you would never change

[Verse 3]

Well all right. Uh. I live by some advices, girl Lisa told me

The other day, Lisa told that she missed the old me

Which made me question when I went missing

And when I start treating my friends different

Maybe it was the fast paced switch up

Or the two guns in my face during the stick up

Maybe cause the girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole shit up

Or the fact I haven't seen em since they locked Big Rich up

I know. At the same time I'm quick to forget

I'm bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets

Burn it all, burn it all, I'm starting it fresh

Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed

Did I just trade free time for camera time?

Will I blow all of this money baby, Hammer Time?

I just need some closure

Ain't no turning back for me I'm in till it's over