I get caught up in dreaming when a demon’s got my throat

She’s choking me out, I feel like I’m about to float

Sometimes I awaken and forget it all again

It’s like this dream amnesia wants to be my only friend

I wake up in the morning when it’s six o’clock at night

I don’t do anything, I have no freeze or fight or flight

‘Cause usually instead, I’m just floating off in space

But without a suit of oxygen or mask upon my face

‘Cause I dissociate, and stare into a mirror

And I masturbate until the image isn’t clear

And I just take several minutes to stare into a wall

But when I come to, it’s been three days after fucking all

‘Cause I dissociate

And when my mama called me, I didn’t grab the phone

And when she called again, and four more times, I didn’t grab the phone

And only on the sixth time, when I snapped out of my trance

She’d already called the cops, they burst in, and I didn’t even glance

They sent me to a hospital to see what they could do

They said, “Get medication, and living alone just wouldn’t do”

So now I live with Daddy, and I just lay in a bed

As I watch myself just lay there, fucked out of my head

‘Cause I dissociate, and stare into a mirror

And I masturbate until the image isn’t clear

And I just take several minutes to stare into a wall

But when I come to, it’s been three days after fucking all

‘Cause I dissociate, I got everybody questioning

Blame opiates, at least that’s what they’ve been reckoning

I live inside the dead zone inside of my own mind

Between God and family, friends and foes, the barrier is mine

‘Cause I dissociate

‘Cause I dissociate, and stare into a mirror

And I masturbate until the image isn’t clear

And I just take several minutes to stare into a wall

But when I come to, it’s been three days after fucking all

‘Cause I dissociate, I got everybody questioning

Blame opiates, at least that’s what they’ve been reckoning

I live inside the dead zone inside of my own mind

Between God and family, friends and foes, the barrier is mine

‘Cause I dissociate