Missing you - Intellectual

I miss you

Everyday

I really miss you

I’ve been thinking about you every night

I’m thinking about you now even now when I write

Yeah I only see you when my eyes are

Closed

Starting to see your body when it was decomposed

It’s hard cause I’ve forgot how you sound

I look up to god to help me get up from the ground

I won’t forget the day i was told you were dying

I remember the whole night crying

I learned from you life is short so enjoy it while you rest

Just be yourself and better than the best

This song will never bring you back

All I’ve got is the stories you told us way back

It’s all just like a big throwback

Relate to you more then ever, remember back when I would go see you so I could spend time with you forever

The cancer was spreading

I was just waiting for that call

I didn’t know what to do

I was spiralling through a glass wall

The light come for you, there was nothing I could do

AI wanted was you to stay, I was there praying for you everyday

Your time was running out, I was scared to let it all out

And Then I remember waking up

And I was at your grave..

Thinking about how life is going to be

I hope to make you proud and become everything you wanted me to be

I’ve always kept your last promise

Don’t worry grandad your legacy will be Carried with all of the family

I promise

I just want you to know that I’m Missing You

I used to stay up late at night

Scared for you

I wanted to see you everyday but you told me to live my own life, and not to throw my life away

Praying that today won’t be my last day

I don’t understand how strong you were

I watched you from a strong health to a peaceful death

I’ve never felt so helpless, always feeling breathless

I remember the last time I saw you

You gave me one last joke and I choked

You were the greatest joker around

Helping me see the light and you were the most known man in town

The best thing was you made the room light up

Without you know it’s all fucked up

I just wish you we’re still here now

Is there anyway you could contact me somehow

I pray to god everyday

Hoping you would get back to me one day