So it seems theres two sides to my identity, one loves and one hates everything

An angel and devil on each shoulder, confused as to who i should be listening to

Stuck, in this battle between good and bad

An endless struggle i wish i never had

Trying to find out who i really am

But at the end of the day i know i'm damned

Do i live my life

Wielding the knife?

Give into the black

Theres no coming back

Do i give into the puppeteer of my being?

A life full of unanswered questions

My head stacked of built up aggression

Turned to death for help, but the reaper had nothing to offer so i shot him dead

Where the fuck did all this hate come from?

I've always been one to just keep pushing on

Tried to never let anyone disrupt my peace

Now i wanna see every living thing deceased

Im paranoid that i'm gonna do something dumb

Maybe take all my mates out with a nail gun

Thoughts switch between loving and loathing

This split personality shits got me imploding

How can i talk about how i feel

When the fear of judgment is real

So i sit in silence, trying to give myself guidance, but all i hear is the sound of distant sirens

Deafening me to the point where i can't think straight, now leaving me in this dissociative state

I know that i annoy, and i know i frustrate

Ive always been one to make things aggravate

Its time to clean my slate

Please just bare with me as i make the choice and seal my fate

I resemble a ticking time bomb, every second theres a chance i might go off, will you risk being in my presence, will you risk it when I explode

Will you risk being in my presence

Will you risk it when i explode

But at the end of the day, we were all born to die

So ill lend you a helping hand, of sending you to the fucking sky

Perish