16 - Intellectual

[Verse]

I got a ton of things on my mind

I'm crossing my heart and I'm hoping to die

Fill up the page and you know I'm gon' rise

My heart been hurtin'

I hope you realize

I hope you know and I hope you don't

I swear that I've lost hope

All my friends from my old school

Where'd all of y'all go?

I know I've been quiet

I'm sorry for that

All of y'all asking, where I been at

I really don't know

But how aren't you glad?

I feel I messed up

I messed up real bad

Now I'm seeing a girl and I don't know what she thinks

My stomachs in a twirl and I see her every time I blink

Honestly, this will probably go

The same way that I know

I'll never get her and I'll never win and I know

That's for sho'

I don't talk to my best friend as much as I used to do

I wish I could say it's because of the dream I pursue

But it's not

And I know he knows it

And I'm feeling like I'm so atrocious

He's my drug I should take some doses

Bury me with art, like it is "Red Roses"

I'm writing this rap and I'm feeling something

Is it my heart? Or is it nothing?

I don't know, I feel combusted

All I know is that my hearts bumping

All of you think that I can't rhyme

Can't you see that this takes time

You try to write somethin', I bet you couldn't think of your first line

You haters gotta get up off me

You just jealous I know you're salty

Your girl just gave me a softy

Sorry, bro, she was feeling jolly

Yea, she was feeling jolly, Aye

[Pre Hook]

Now I'm flexing and I'm taking shots at all these people

It's because I don't wanna think of anything sentimental

I met a friend and he's new

His name is Jayden

I really don't think, that our friendship is mistaken

I've had many fake friends but I know

He's not faking

I can tell when people are real

I see their greatness

[Hook]

Always down to ride

Man I wanna feel your face

Wanna see you but I ain't tryna catch a case

You see me as nothing

All I gotta say is wait

I'ma be that number one