I haven't shaved in days I’m wasting my life away

I can't find ways to say my name to places that shun and shame

It feels my games already been played

It feels as though I'm praying to space

And if life is but a dream to me

Then I should just row away

I can’t bear to look in the mirror

I was innocent now I'm a sinner

I used to be a good boy loving my family

But I've expired and I'm hurting internally

I can't remember a time so soon

When I felt as good as new

I remember when I asked you

If I fell would you catch me too

And now I'm on the floor wondering

Where you were all this time

I'm stuck in my mind pondering

Why I dared to call you mine

And if life is but a dream to me

Then I should just row away

I can't bear to look in the mirror

I was innocent now I’m a sinner

I used to be a good boy loving my family

But I’ve expired and I'm hurting internally