[Verse 1: Regzzo]

I feel like I'm a born sinner

Everyday I'm wakin' up and livin' life like it's a fuckin' dinner

And I don't even eat it I just sit and ponder

Like a philosopher I seek the knowledge I've not learned

I swear I'm on my fuckin' grind

And now I'm starting to believe all of my fuckin' lies

I'm makin' money off of shit that I got pressured to try

And now the jokes on you, cause I cut all of our ties

You find it hard to believe that I've built a fanbase

All from nothing but my blood, sweat and tears runnin' down my face

But I did it all for you, and now I'm doing it for me while saying fuck you too

You feel my passion through these lyrics, feel the tension through my voice

Work so hard I swear to god I might never feel joy

But I do this for the fans, for the people who believe in me

You never know your destiny until you reach the ending

And so I write this verse in memory of everything I cherish deeply, holding back the tears, no weeping

I get messages anonymous from people holding promises that they'll become somebody all because my verse inspired it

And fuck it I'll never be what I want to be so I'll just keep on doin' me, the stress lives for eternity, but maybe if I don't trip

Over the little things and start to see the world for what it's really meant to be

Like it or not, it's who I am

Don't define me by my wisdom, just define me by my plan

I'm just trynna chase my dream and I swear people wanna see me fail

Maybe if I make it everyone will walk my trail

And I don't even know if Imma see my dad again but I just couldn't move back in, I had to leave before I made things worse than they've already been

With all the alcohol and drugs and constant searching for who I am

It's been a long journey

But it's only beginning and honestly the thought of failing scares me but I keep on heading to the top

Cause even if I fail I'll still remember what it took to bring me down, still depressed but never frown, I

Slowly start to reminisce

About the times when I was bullied and I couldn't take it

The only person I could talk to about all of my problems was my grandma now she's gone and it still fucks with me, I notice that she's looking down on top of me

I see her everywhere from street signs, to sweet dreams, from these lines, to blue seas, to everything that makes me happy

She fuckin' raised me now I'm supposed to just be calm and happy?

But on the brighter side I guess that shit was mean to be

Cause she's the reason that I'm writing all this poetry

And to this day I never thought it'd be a part of me

You never know your destiny until you reach the ending