Shape shifting device

Makes your blood turn to ice

Spent so much time blaming you

When it should've been me coming through

Saw that you wouldn't help yourself

I could've been there to pull

Pull you out from the shadow

Before it began to swallow

You're up against yourself

At war in your head

Stealing from the family who gave you bread

I know this isn't you

You're not as ugly as the things it makes you do

But in the end if there's one thing to say

I miss you, wish it didn't end this way

I've had this attitude for so long

Thinking it's a choice

And I know you chose to start it

But not end up this way

So I don't hate you for that

I hate thе awareness you lack

Not knowing what you're doing to us

But doing еverything to test our love

Look in the mirror and you're hating what you see

Thinking to yourself

What the fuck happened to me?

Shove inside your skin

Have that one drink

Snort it all up

But can you tell me for what?

You're up against yourself

At war in your head

Stealing from the family who gave you bread

I know this isn't you

You're not as ugly as the things it makes you do

But in the end if there's one thing to say

I miss you, wish it didn't end this way