A giant ball, that grows inside

That I will remember

A giant ball, that grows inside

That I will remember

Forced conversations

I see myself in third person

A massive weight

Carried for so long

A massive weight

That I haven’t shared

With anyone

I’m stubborn

Am I insane?

I’m insane

I can’t explain

Something like so hard

There have been so many times when I wanted to open that shell

But I was forced to see no lights

A giant rock that presses strongly

That I’ll never move

A giant rock that presses strongly

That I’ll nevеr move

That I’ll never brеak

That I’ll never scar

There have been so many times when I wanted to open that shell

But I was forced to see no lights