I'm losing control of myself

And I'm not sure how to ask for help

I'm trying to find some standing

And I hope that these anxieties

Are something that's only passing

And I know that you've been trying

This is a song you'll play for your friends

They'll say I went off the deep end

And I know we fell off track

But I can't leave the past in the past

But you're twisting and pulling my arm into different directions

And I think I hate it

Don't wanna live like this anymore

(Yeah we’re getting much better, yeah we’re getting much better)

If I could lose myself and become someone else

I'd learn from their mistakes

I'd go through their own hell

Maybe this year I'll focus on myself

I think it's time to admit

I think I need help

This is a song you'll play for your friends

They'll say I went off the deep end

And I know we fell off track

But I can't leave the past in the past

But you're twisting and pulling my arm into different directions

And I think I hate it

Don't wanna live like this anymore

We're getting much better everyday

Stuck in my head

Again and again

I always knew this would happen