{Verse 1}:

My Mom and Pops tried they best to protect me from problems with an umbrella

But the rain keeps coming in sideways its like rounds outta barreta

Now im older and I'm no longer under the hood of my parental

Hardships coming from all directions and it's taxing on my mental

Constantly in the head of me cause that motherfucker copped a rental

My loved ones was the ones to help to keep me sane and not resentful

But I don't wanna reach out even, Drowning with no signs of shore

I know the strugglе will end someday, but will you tell mе whats the pain for

{Chrous}:

Tired of this, tired of that, my eyes have dropped again

All of the time, wrestling with stress, can't stay on top of shit

I have been bind, in the depths of my mind, I won't acknowledge it

Focus on my fails, and never my highs

Despite accomplishments

Doing shit, that you know would not fly

Fuck your acomplises

Abuse on the mind, by commiting a crime

That shits provocative

Seen people breakdown, Sit-down and cry

I gotta positive

"Im not gonna leave", "Im here if you need"

I keep my promises

{Verse 2}:

I've been dealing with the fued like I'm living in a game show

Like HOV watching god father, when the dramas shown

Questionin the worth of words in a system that hates my people

You ever been called a Nigga, by a nigga you ain't know?

Im tired of the shit I've been put through thats outside of my control

Had a talk with Lady A about the feeling of feeling helpless

She taught me her experience with exhaustion, Often having to proceed the world with caution

Racism fought with constantly since, back when she was on a school bus

Fought through the years of it, now she upstate on a tour bus

I wanna find the bus to guide me, im looking for my Anubis

More shit and hatred, from some nigga that I dont even know who is

Cut the wings that you think you fly with, like your name is toothless

I can't trust none of those niggas, all of them are Judas

Can I trust my dawgs to be there, even if I was roofless?

Do they trust themselves even when, they feel like they losin?

I know im getting sleep so why is it still there

I guess my mind hasent been getting the same rest that my body has

Truth is, we all got eyebags, we just have to find a way to improve this

{Chrous}:

Tired of this, tired of that, my eyes have dropped again

Some of the time, wrestling with stress, I'll stay on top of it

I won't be bind, in the depths of my mind, and I acknowledge this

Starting this time, and the rest of my life, Integrate into improvement

Proof will show, through all my actions, that will lift me through it

Affections what I need

I'll reflect the water, keep my moon lit

Got no energy? Life in jeopardy?

You feeling like the world is useless?

And too tired to breath?, Reach out to them please

I promise you they'll help you through it

Shi...