(Verse 1)

I been

Fucking up my future

Conversating with the lesser of my two cherubs

Run my Air Force One's to the ground

Walking around town

Trying to feel less like a loser

And I'm trying to make less mistakes than the fuck-face seen in the mirror last new years

Seems I'm never going to be Buddha

'Til I buck up and suck down the right amount of shooters (Well)

(Chorus)

I been flirting with the thought that I had lost my mind

(Lost my mind)

In the desert combing, searching for when I'll be fine again

(I'll be fine again)

(Verse 2)

Scrolling through the texts from my exes, I'm depressed that I'm the one who opened convo in the first place

I remember had the feeling on the first date

I remember when I realized that it had decayed

I remember

Feeling doubt

I remember giving love at differing amounts

I remember this same shit happened twice

I remember I made this in my life

I been in a bad place

I been thinking way too much about the past lately

I been thinking about the ripples in the path

And how good a choice was that?

And what really makes me sad lately

I been thinking about what I'm gonna do

Just to make sure mama cool while I'm freeing myself

I've been pondering if god exists, Apocalypse, and what it's gonna be like in Hell

(Chorus)

I been flirting with the thought that I had lost my mind

(Lost my mind)

In the desert combing, searching for when I'll be fine again

(I'll be fine again)