Time to time, I reminisce and I realize

I have felt this way for my entire life

Crawling, falling, it's too late

This is my fate

All compassion is just skin deep

Isolated existence

No matter how close, there's distance

This isn’t what I envisioned

Prison built from my decisions

I tried and I cannot escape

Can't throw memories away

They replay in my dreams

Twisted, tortured mind of mine

Didn't happen overnight

It was molded over time

I found my face

Back in my hands

Begging for a chance again

If my mind was a house, I would paint the windows black

No one can see inside, I have too much to hide

If my heart is my home, I will lock every door

You can’t trust anyone anymore