[Verse 1: Sean Strange]

Check, check, one, two, where's my heartbeat? Yeah, yo

I feel empty, no heartbeat, grieve alone

And when my father died, the chrome arrived to eat your dome

But you don't know, Sean, I'm New York City born, the poor type

Rip every venue, I'm telling you, homie, on mic

Your future now, keep it moving and I'mma prove you proud

Before a crooked cop come around and shoot me down

Who with me now, I'm under pressurе, my brain faded

Ashamed the way that thе industry and the game changin'

They filled with hatred and lookin' to rob a rapper quick

And every A&R be actin' up on that faggot shit

The way I live life, I never let you in twice

And if you burn me once, don't ever try to give me advice

The negativity show up unexpected like porch lights

I know what you are and the truth is I don't fuck with your type

Kokopelli tatted on my right arm

I'm like "Mom, my life been feeling like a tickin' time bomb" (What!)

[Chorus: Lucy Lovesick]

In my dreams I walk alone (Walk alone)

Slowly drifting through the cold (Through the cold)

Heal these wounds within my soul (Within my soul)

As depression takes control (Takes control)

To set me free

[Verse 2: Mersinary]

I contemplated every decision I made

Feelin' like Robin Williams in the last couple days

My girl gone, I can't blame her if she don't want to stay

Witnessin' the demons kill me while I lay and decay

Then it was Alice, that white girl I had for fun

Everyone that knew I fucked with her said I should run

Thought they was crazy, so I went and kept shit quiet

Every time I was accused I simply denied it

Working a nine to five depressed as fuck tryin' to stay alive

Thirteen dollars an hour, how am I gon' survive?

Especially goin' from a park bench to a motel with a fake smile

Even though you livin' in your own Hell, it's time for me to take a fuckin' stand

And change the program, no longer wastin' life on all these grams

I created bad habits, the realities of my confession, was the ingredients to my depression

[Chorus: Lucy Lovesick]

In my dreams I walk alone (Walk alone)

Slowly drifting through the cold (Through the cold)

Heal these wounds within my soul (Within my soul)

As depression takes control (Takes control)

To set me free

[Verse 3: Goretex]

Got a hundred reps in the streets, whoever destined for this beef

I mix blunts with strong drugs, kief and weed from shamanistic beats

Agnostic Front, Giancana, the bosses decrease

Sanitation, your life is a loss, crushin' the pieces

At least your funeral, you get buried in streets leaving you feeble

Quick to change clips in the Eagle to kill Tripper down at the Regal Beagle

Bags of coke like subwoofers, white like Evel Knievel

I push candy for needles, bitches always dyin' out

Sleep with the sawed and guillotine mask, flash with the nines out

Tre pound heavy, bullets smash your face, grape jelly

I can burn the corpse, the room will never be smelly

Disposal specialist, medical treasure of Gore the Treacherous

Why fakes dress like Treach from Naughty and Gary from Exodus?

Turn thugs to vegetables ODing on medicines

Waiting in your crib with Five Percenters and killer sevens

Killing reverends and rabbis, fifty shots in your melon

[Chorus: Lucy Lovesick]

In my dreams I walk alone (Walk alone)

Slowly drifting through the cold (Through the cold)

Heal these wounds within my soul (Within my soul)

As depression takes control (Takes control)

To set me free