[Verse]

I said fuck it, I threw up in a bucket

I pop another pillie, 'cause I don't know how to stop it

Don't know why I did it, maybe I'm an addict

Or maybe I am trying to forget it

I used to feel like shit, now it's even fucking worse

Kill me, throw me in a river so nobody fucking knows

Hang me by the fucking neck and throw me in a fucking hole

Bitch, motherfucker, I don't wanna feel this anymore

[Bridge]

I'm so happy

Now I'm so happy

Now I'm so happy

Now I'm so happy

[Chorus]

I don't know why

I still see you when I close my eyes

I still feel the pain inside my heart

I still think about you all the time

[Bridge]

Take me back

To a place where I belong

To a place where I feel strong

Baby, take me back to ecstasy, oh baby

[Chorus]

I don't know why

I still see you when I close my eyes

I still feel the pain inside my heart

I still think about you all the time