[Intro]

If you really ask me

I don't know what I'm doing

You know?

I'm just 'tryna find- my sound

In music and in life

If it weren't for this, I'd be dead

XIII

[Verse 1]

My friends, yeah they told me that it seems like I am rushing

Always working 'round the clock, it never seems like I am never resting

Everything around me, it just seems so overwhelming

Guess that is what happens when you put a timer on your life

Am I right?

Made a deal, with my own demons, they said, they could help me

They said, that I don't need nobody, they said, I need coffee

So I could work, throughout the night, and hope they see, the lines I write

We manifest what's in our lives, so that's why I've been in my mind

All the people 'round me, say that they've been getting worried

But, when I hit 'em up, to ask for help, they all seem busy

They start to say that I am selfish, only focused on yourself

But when I'm backed into a corner, only person there's myself

[Hook]

My blood, they be asking where I am

We going way up

My blood, they be asking what's the plan

We going way up

My blood, stay believing in the pen

We going way up

My blood, who believing in the plan

We going way up

[Verse 2]

How you gonna say, my music's negative, when you don't even listen

Then you go and take some sedatives, that pack of pills you pop 'em

You're calling me a hypocrite, when you ain't even better

You better watch your lips, quit acting like you're clever

Thinking that you know me, just because you hear my name

For your information, my goal was never the fame

Watch your intonation, you and me are not the same

If you think I'm dissing you, then step up centre stage

[Hook]

My blood, they be asking where I am

We going way up

My blood, they be asking what's the plan

We going way up

My blood, stay believing in the pen

We going way up

My blood, who believing in the plan

We going way up

[Verse 3]

Ain't, one to hide my dirty laundry, wear it in the open

I've been 'tryna change, and be a better person

I don't do this so you like me, I do this, 'cause they all like me

Power in the music, I'mma use it for my vision

How you gonna say that you a real one when you got all these faces

Preaching like a prophet, yet you're sinning like you're Satan

Don't judge me 'till you're perfect, judge the person in the mirror

The project coming soon, tell them all I'm here for dinner

[Outro]

Way up

Going way up

Going way up

Way up

Red