[Chorus: ?]

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, imprisoned

[Intro: Red X]

Grief is the price we pay for love

You roll the dice- babe sometimes

It's rough, and life ain't fair enough

Six ways out but none feel like us

Grief is the price we pay for love

You roll the dice- babe sometimes

It's rough, and life ain't fair enough

Six ways out but none feel like us

Grief is the price we pay for love

You roll the dice- babe sometimes

It's rough, and life ain't fair enough

Six ways out but none feel like us

[Verse 1: Red X]

Memories don't play fair when they start replayin

I'm praying I don't confuse tendencies with pain

So self aware of what I wear on the daily

That I can't even think of what I'm covering

Up, it's dumb, I know, I should proly shut up

Nobody cares enough, if they could they would, but

MAMI say don't open your legs, it's my body!

And you were sixteen when you had me, how you talkin?

Boys walk by, and they look, I honestly don't mind

They want theirs and I want mine, daddy's never there

So i'll find my own daddy, he won't dissapear!

He'll love me forever like Momma love my hair

I know he's so fucking toxic, but bitch I don't care!

He's there for me

[Chorus: ?]

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, imprisoned

[Verse 2: Red X]

The strongest man in the world is he who stands alone

I know I have emotions, I just don't show em

The system demands a man to be strong and stoic

Though it's flawed it's not wrong, I don't wanna be soft

I don't wanna be solved, mystery is the key

I have, to keep my door locked, but you kicked it down

Like a cop, now im exposed, this shit is a lot

So I fight back, hiding my intentions and thoughts

Those cannot get out, but they still do in this song

The tension in my mind is different from my heart

My mind sees me as a star, my heart, far from it

I don't know the whys, the hows, the cause, I'm so dark

Inside sometimes

[Chorus: ?]

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, is it louder?

Absence, imprisoned