Released on October 27, 2023

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Chorus:

Ay

Yuh

I can’t really hold back

All the pain yuh

Wakeup everyday

Deal with the same

Stuff

I can’t seem to hold back

All the anger

No I can’t hold it back no more

Get up in my way

My gun gon spray you down

Lay in bed she ask if I’m okay

Can’t let the truth out

Truth is I’ve been tryna find a way

A way out

And she been looking for the same thing

To heal the pain now

Verse:

You should leave yeah

You should run away

Yuh

I don’t why you would even stay

Yuh

But since you here

I need help with the pain

Now it’s three years later

I might get a ring

Still feel like my come ups on the way

Making hits like every single day

But I’m not really yearning for the fame

Yeah I’m not really one that likes to change

Chorus:

Yuh

I can’t really hold back

All the pain yuh

Wakeup everyday

Deal with the same

Stuff

I can’t seem to hold back

All the anger

No I can’t hold it back no more

Get up in my way

My gun gon spray you down

Lay in bed she ask if I’m okay

Can’t let the truth out

Truth is I’ve been tryna find a way

A way out

And she been looking for the same thing

To heal the pain now

To heal the pain now

To heal the pain now

To heal the pain now

To heal the pain now

Verse:

Truth is I can never seem to care yuh

Especially when I’m overwhelmed by my emotions

She told me babe at least that you are self aware yuh

And in the end I know that you care bout the both of us

She don’t seem to realize or care if I’m cold

I ain’t no sociopath

I got control

Ay yuh

You should leave yeah

You should run away

Yuh

Chorus:

I don’t why you would even stay

Yuh

I can’t really hold back

All the pain yuh

Wakeup everyday

Deal with the same

Stuff

I can’t seem to hold back

All the anger

No I can’t hold it back no more

Get up in my way

My gun gon spray you down

Lay in bed she ask if I’m okay

Can’t let the truth out

Truth is I’ve been tryna find a way

A way out

And she been looking for the same thing

To heal the pain now