Verse 1:

At times I feel so lost I don’t know where to run

Can’t hide these problems they run up on me like karma’s son

Minds always racing even when Im in a stable place

Overthinking got me moving too fast still out of shape

These thoughts got me troubled dreaming my final option

No way I could be behind a desk for hours non stopping

I’ll do things for this music that probably shouldn’t be said

Keep it to myself like everything that’s inside of my head

Yea I got a great family and the bestest of friends

At times I feel like I’m just ranting when I’m tryna vent

Keeping quiet till I get home so I can talk to the beat

She treat me so good Its guaranteed that she won’t cheat

I’ll never ask for someone to feel sympathy towards me

Just understanding of how I am and how I chose to be

So much on my mind half of y’all wouldn’t comprehend

Anxious for the future only God knows what will happen then

Its 2. A.M minds always tied around so many knots

From heartbreaks to anxiety to will I make my parents sob

From tears of joy or cuz they fearing for me

I know they support my vision but is it as vivid as I’d like it to be

These nights go to days with the I stay working

Not watching my health and my mind is really hurting

I just wish I had someone that can hold me down

Someone who can keep a promise and not have me looking like a clown

I’m the only one who pushes myself never lacking motivation

I stay to myself can’t talk about the moves that I’m making

You’ll see for yourself until then I’ll see you later

Devils working overtime but God dont take vacations

They tell me at times you gotta have a Plan B

I’m too focused on Plan A I can’t follow what you think

I’ll risk everything just to make it in this music shit

Yea it comes with risks but MVPS are always up for it

One thing I fear is if I make it will I feel empty

Will I have everyone thats here now or will they be tempted

To stick around for the glamour and all of the clout

Shouldn’t think negative but it’s just a possible doubt

When it’s the night I think about the future think about the past

Not enjoying the present due to me moving too fast

Can’t think bad throughout the day that shit will slow me down

Keep all these thoughts in a box open it when no ones around

Lay this shit on the pad and speak my thoughts aloud

Record it mix it master it put it out to the crowd

Not depressed just stressed these thoughts get the best

Of me, never the less it’s every day that I’m blessed to see

Thankful for my family and thankful for my clique thankful for the heartbreaks and all the stupid shit

If God gave me an easy route it wouldn’t be a good ride

Still on the journey with my grind we’ll get there in no time

Another thought that scares me is will I die too young?

Living life with my homies but this city don’t care for no one

The hood can make or break you as an individual

Elevate your perspective now you following new principles

Crazy how Too much living can get me 6 ft. Deep

Everything can change in a second now it’s rest in peace

Ima keep living my life and pray that God protects me

Work harder than the devil cuz I know he’s out to get me

These the thoughts I stay thinking about at this time

2 A.M be hurting me but I can’t do drugs to ease my mind

Choosing wisely by writing out all of these lines

This a tough part in my life but I’ll be alright

Don’t hold shit in but find a way to feel relief

Vent to somebody that way after that you can breathe

Or find something that can put your mind right at ease

Cause Bottled up emotions can lead to negative things

Moving way too fast

Someone slow me down

I’m bound to crash

Someone ease me right now